Mentally Unraveled

Walking through a door, a door to a dark filled room. With every step you take, you’re body gets heavier. The layers of emotions piled on one after another. Looking around only to find yourself all alone. With every blink of an eye you hope to make sense of where you are at. Of what happened. Of who you are. Coming to terms that you have lost yourself in the midst of the chaos. The chaos you thought was all your fault. The chaos you thought you had to fix.

The layers that weighed so heavy on your body, you try to tear them off. But, as you tear them off, you tear a piece of you. You tear more and more of what once was so familiar. Of what once was so comfortable. Of what once felt like a debt you had to pay. So, you carried all the heaviness until you could no longer.

It is no longer your debt to pay. You cannot keep paying for mistakes you once made. For mistakes you asked for forgiveness to only receive silence in return. Your body reached it’s limit and as you tear every layer you are left with a shell like heart. A heart you know deserves to be filled with happiness, filled with love.

Look in the mirror and remind yourself of who you are, of what makes you happy. Tell yourself you deserve more than what others think you deserve. Love yourself because no one else will do it for you. Escape the reality and manifest yourself into a new one.

YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE ENOUGH & YOU ARE WORTHY!💋♥️🌹

“You can start anew at any given moment. Life is just the passage of time and it’s up to you to pass it as you please.”
~Charlotte Eriksson